my inner space

Monday, July 17, 2006

mixed feelings

lately I keep feeling bored with all activities I do....everything seems so routine..there is no fun or enjoyment of doing those stuff.
especially at my working places, with mostly my NUS friends have ended their IA....n the only 2 left are not close to me...so so...I feel really bored..n have no one to talk to..
doing experiments is no longer exciting because I keep repeating analysing the same sample, only changing parameters..

another thing...the time is getting nearer for me to return to my study..
yup..back to my previous, stressful, hectic life as NUS student..
I am having nightmares about my final year in nus for the last few days...which only frighten me if I can cope with the final year stress and the assignment ..
plus I want to do my final project at a company outside NUS..which of course requires me to travel .. will I be able to cope with all these?
I really pray that I will be given the strength to survive my final year in NUS